I am a body
I am my ass
And my tits
I am the porn star you get off to
I am something you try to forget
The choice that ruined your hearts true course
The temptation who destroyed your second chance
To you
I am a pest
I won't be silenced when I'm told
Each word I write increases your disdain
Because my soul is unappealing
To you
I am not a beautiful woman
in your vacant eyes
Until you're high
Intoxicated
Delirious
And then I'm the only one you want
I am an object
A thing you push off the bed asleep
One who should perform differently
And increase her technique like a good whore
Bad bad woman
Goddammit woman
Now I've displeased you more
You cut me out
Until the chemical haze makes you need more of me again
To you
I am nothing
I am no one
No fucking deal
I am flesh and curves and pussy
Perfect little pussy
Except when it speaks
Hush now
I didn't say you could stop
Ride it baby
That's a good girl
To you
I might as well be any/body
Any female willing form
Middle of the night delivery
Satisfy the empty urgency
To you
I am your guiltiest addiction
Shame
Mistake
Reminder of all that is fucked up
Flawed
Feigned
Pure sex
Violent carnal urge
Hand over my mouth so sound will just shut the fuck up
Then leave
Just fucking leave
You're not the one
But other
Some other dirty woman
Listen to this song
I'll never write again for you
Hear this poem
You're too dense to understand
Watch this video
Someone who does everything
Just
Like
You
To you
I am nothing
Worthless unlovable nothing
Pathetic undeserving could never respect me nothing
No hug no words no calls no truths
Just nothing
I'm fucking nothing
To you
I could disappear
Nothing
No one
Never
Anyone
Other than wrong
Hideously, horrid, painfully wrong
Me
To you
Failed
Fucking woman
Never uglier
Never so unwanted and destroyed
Than when your broken mouth ensnared mine
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